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Wednesday, May 24, 2006
i'm gettin a new LJ if u all care...
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
-- The shoes you wore today: adio
-- Your eyes: blue/green
-- Your weakness: hurting others
-- Your fears: letting someone get too close
-----------------WHAT IS------------------
-- Your most overused phrase: "fuck you"
-- Your thoughts before you go to bed: i wish i could trust someone
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: eyes/ hair
-- Your best physical feature: eyes and... ass??
-- Your greatest accomplishment: living each day
-- Your most missed memory: being a happy lil kid
-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
-- Pepsi or coke: pepsi ((mountain dew))
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Burger king
-- Single or group dates: both!!
-- Adidas or Nike: uhh... nike
-- Chocolate or vanilla: neither
-- Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino
-----------------DO YOU------------------
-- Smoke: HELL NAW
-- Cuss: ^^ of course not...
-- Take a shower everyday: who tha fuck showers?? jeez..
-- Have a crush: yeah....
-- Who are they: <.< ..... >.> *runs very far*
-- Do you think you've been in love?: yeah.... && it sucks
-- Want to go to college: yup
-- Like high school: yeah... don't like the bullshit tho
-- Want to get married: eventually
-- Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: mainly
-- Believe in yourself: not really...
-- Get motion sickness: no
-- Think you're attractive:no....
-- Think you're a health freak: hahahaha nice joke
-- Get along with your parents: nope nope nope
-- Like thunderstorms: yeah
-- Play an instrument: kinda??
------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU--------------
-- Drank alcohol: nope
-- Done a drug: no
-- Have Sex: ... may bay ....
-- Made Out: hehe yep
-- Go on a date: yeah
-- Go to the mall: yeah i believe so
-- Eaten sushi: no!!
-- Been on stage: yes but not performing
-- Been dumped: nope
-- Gone skating: no
-- Made homemade cookies: can't say i did
-- Dyed your hair: no
-- Stolen anything: idk... no??
----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
-- Flown on a plane: yeah all the time
-- Missed school because it was raining?: ugh.. no
-- Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: yeah
-- Cried during a Movie?: yesh
-- Ever thought an animated character was hot?: no
-- Had an imaginary friend: uhm.... don't make fun of bob
-- Been on stage?: yes
-- Cut your hair: yeah
-- Had crush on a teacher?: no... && david lives 2.5 miles from my house!!
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: lol uhh
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated:nope
-- Been caught "doing something": naw.
-- Been called a tease: *cough*allthetime*cough* uhh no??
-- Gotten beaten up: no.
-- Been in a fight: verbal
-- Shoplifted: i plead the 5th
-- Snuck out of the house?: again the 5th
-- Cried to get out of trouble?: no....
-- Gotten lost in your city?: nope
-- Seen a shooting star?: not
-- Been to any other countries besides the united states?: nuh uh
-- Had a serious surgery?: again... no
-- Stolen something important to someone else?: nope
-- Solved a Rubik's cube?: no damn games....
-- Gone out in public in your pajamas?: all the time
-- Cried over a girl?: for a friend.. not over her
-- Cried over a boy?: GUYS EFFIN SUCK
-- Kissed a random stranger?: uhm...
-- Hugged a random stranger? yup
-- Been in a fist fight?: nar
-- Been arrested?: no
-- Had alcohol?: yeah
-- Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: no
-- Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: tehe
-- Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: does delayed opening count?
-- Swore at your parents?: yeah
-- Been to warped tour?: i wanna go this year....
-- Kicked a guy where it hurts?: he deserved it
-- Been in love?: yeah...
-- Been close to love?: i gues??
--Been to a casino?: to.. but not in
-- Ran over an animal and killed it?: nar
-- Broken a bone?: si senor(ita)
-- Gotten stitches?: yeas
-- Had a water balloon fight in winter?: sounds like fun...
-- Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?: hate milk
-- Made homemade muffins?: outta the box
-- Bitten someone?: hehe yeah
-- Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: uh huh the onein florida
-- More than 5 times?: no
-- Been to niagra falls?: nope
-- Burped in someones face?: no...
-- Gotten the chicken pox?: when i was little
-----------------THE FUTURE------------------
-- Age you hope to be married: young... 20-ish
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2 boy- ethan kristopher girl- auburn rose
-- How do you want to die?: fast
-- What do you want to be when you grow up?: lawyer or doctor of some sort... maily ob/gyn surgeon or someone in the e.r.
-- What country would you most like to visit?: jamaca
-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
-- Number of girlfriends/boyfriends you've had: 25
-- Number of kisses you've given: i ono
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: none
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: less than 5
-- Number of CDs that I own: shyt.... uhh a lot
-- Number of piercings: 4??
-- Number of tattoos: i want 3
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: i ono a few...
-- Number of scars on my body: A LOT
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: a lot...
----------------FAVORITES------------------
-- Shampoo: pro-v
-- Fav. Color: blue
-- Day/Night: night
-- Summer/Winter: summer
-- Lace or Satin: satin
-- Fav Cartoon Character: stewie
-- Fav Food: candy
-- Fav Movie: rent
-- Fav sport: football
-- Band/Group: i don't have a favorite
-- Song: again.. no favorite
-- Stuffed animal: nope...
-- Video game: condemned for 360
-- TV show: shyt i ono
-- Book:cut... go ask alice.... stuff like that
-- Game on a cell phone: dont have one
-- CD Cover: unno
-- Scent: curve or addidas && the smell of the holister store
-- Animal: monkey
-- Comic book: don't like 'em
-- Cereal:kix
-- Website: myspace.com
----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
-- Wearing: mercy hoodie n p.j.'s
-- Drinking: nuttn
-- Thinking about: school...
-- Listening to: Ludakris
---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
-- Cried: no
-- Worn jeans: no
-- Met someone new online: no
-- Done laundry: no... but i need too
-- Drove a car: not lately
-- Talked on the phone: am right now
---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
-- Yourself: no
-- Your friends: i guess
-- Santa Claus: o yes... not
-- Tooth Fairy: no
-- Easter Bunny: nuh uh
-- Destiny/Fate: no
-- Angels: y not?
-- God: god yes... certain religion?? no
--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
-- Do you ever wish you had another name?: yeah
-- Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: uh huh
-- Do you like anyone?: yeah
-- Are you close to any family member?: sort-of
-- When have you cried the most: SUNDAY
-- What's the best feeling in the world?: sleep
-- Worst Feeling:being awake
-- What time is it?: 9:30 p.m.
Current mood:  kiddie crack.. it's life Current music: kyle humming
Thursday, March 23, 2006
Well... my neck itches so... h/o. Ok.... uhm opening night is tomorrow... wow. I'm tired though. I may have homework?? Who knows anymore?? Spring Break is in basically a week!! I'm so bored right now so I am being very random. I LOVE DANIEL SOOO MUCH but yeah so.. i'm tired... and don't wanna write on here.... i'll see everyone tomorrow.... o and taco bell after school right amanda??
LoLa
Current mood:  tehe.. devil Current music: Matchbook Romance
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
So basically.... I haven't updated in a long time... very very very long time. So ok people are starting to annoy me but hey it's life... nothing new.O and uhh Abby I'm here for you darling. Guys suck. I would know. Uhm... lalala play this weekend... whatta blast. Yay Hell Week. It's basically been Hell Month for me. So uhm... I'm really confused. && I miss my old friends..... JESUS && Marilyn && all of those people. I HART YOU ALL BUNCHES!!! Hmm... well I'm bored so I am going now.
*LoLa
Current mood:  pixy stix.. Current music: American Idol
Monday, January 30, 2006
Cuz Daniel & I broke up. Happy? WEll good I'm glad you are because I'm fuckin not. ok? yeah i thought things were better but i guess not. i dumped him. abby is the witness. people who have good lives.... fucking whores wait til it goes bad. nothing lasts forever. I've copied the convo n printed it out if people wanna read it..... but yeah i can't realli talk anymore.... i'll c u all around....
Current mood:  extremely depressed Current music: Nobody knows- a country song
Sunday, January 29, 2006
LIFE SUCKS. There that's all I have to say. Why in the hell am I still here? O yes, I remeber, because I can't hurt people. && if I die my mom would get very hurt. So therefore.... I must suffer through a bunch of bullshit. But what IS on livejournal STAYS on livejournal. Right? Well muh b/f thinksI'm bi. Because I have bi friends. WTF. I'm extremely pissed right now. I sit here and help him when he's suicidal but if I get upset n say i wanna cut... "u do it i'm gone" great thanx love u 2. I'm shakin realli bad. I get yelled at for talkin ta Mason for 2.5 mins but if i get mad he calls erica for 5 mins that's a no-no. N then he lied to try and get outta it. WHAT THE FUCK? Ok I feel like crying so I'm leaveing. Sorry for the rant.
*Lola*
P.S. he's tryin to piss meeh off n it's workin n it hurts.
Current mood:  grrr Current music: I've gotta way- ?? i think that's wat it is
Ok well.... Daniel and I were getting along better.... I mean we're fine and everything... just within the past week he tried dumping me 3 times. It's gay. But I'm still with him. && now he's being all suicidal. So I get to deal with that. But if I was to say I wanna shoot myself he'd be like do anything and it's over. I guess in a way that is nice. Because he knows I don't wanna lose him but then again it sounds like.... "i don't wanna be wit a psycho" n so.... grrr... I wish I knew what went on inside his head so I could understand him better.
Drama... yay drama.... it's starting back up again. I'm set crew. O joy. At least I'm in it. Congrats to Caitlin for getting Elizabeth. Well I justy wanted to update because I haven't in.... forever.... O n Abby+Jimmy Congrats to u 2..... but yeah I'm goin now.... I need breakfast.
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! tehe
Current mood:  i don't know my mood... Current music: So Sick- by idk...
Saturday, January 21, 2006
Hey, I just thought I'd update since I haven't in a couple of days. How's life everyone? That's good. Well mine has gotten back to good. Daniel just left maybe half an hour ago. He and I are getting along much better now. *knock on wood* I don't want to jinx anything. Man, I'm so tired. I just wanna go read my book then go to bed. So this entry will not be very long but that's ok. Well, I'm going to look at buddy icons. Call me if you want but LEAVE COMMENTS because you all love me.....
*Laura
Current mood:  *hearts* Current music: Awake & Dreaming- Symptoms
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
I know that may seem like a joke but it isn't. I'm going through some tough times. I can't take this. They may not seem bad to you, but it's the worst my life has been in a while. I failed yet another World Civ test. I got a 60. I got a 70 on the primaries. And, a 63 on some skit. I know those may be fragments but..... I DONT GIVE A FLYING FUCK. Ok I'm trying to talk to Daniel and make it better but does that work... NO. Look at our convo (might be kinda long but bear with me)
Daniel (5:13:50 PM): wut teh fuck u say?
Daniel (5:13:51 PM): the
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:13:57 PM): huh?
Daniel (5:14:05 PM): its n this prank fone call
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:14:14 PM): ....what?
Daniel (5:14:17 PM): leanne comment me
Daniel (5:14:18 PM): lol
Daniel (5:14:38 PM): like 2 times
Daniel (5:14:39 PM): lol
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:15:05 PM): i dont wanna talk to u if all ur gonna do is talk about leanne
Daniel (5:15:18 PM): wut teh fuck!>?
Daniel (5:15:22 PM): ?
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:15:32 PM): i told u i'm in a bad mood n all u've been talkin about is leanne
Daniel (5:15:43 PM): wut ever
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:15:49 PM): i failed a world civ test ok i'm pissed rite now
Daniel (5:16:00 PM): w/c
Daniel (5:16:05 PM): w/e
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:16:19 PM): i told u i was in a bad mood in the care and told u not to get mad at meeh
Daniel (5:16:41 PM): dont get dumped
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:16:52 PM): i'm not
Daniel (5:16:57 PM): ok then
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:19:01 PM): wat r u doin
Daniel (5:19:16 PM): talkin to racheal
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:19:23 PM): o.
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:19:25 PM): fun
Daniel (5:19:30 PM): yes it is
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:20:08 PM): well i'm glad
Daniel (5:20:14 PM): dont b a smart ass
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:20:20 PM): i'm not
Daniel (5:20:37 PM): laura u pissed me off lastnight and ur startin to do it now!
Daniel (5:20:51 PM): u know wut its like to piss me off
Daniel (5:20:54 PM): ok///
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:21:03 PM): i didnt mean to and i'm not doin it on purpose
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:21:07 PM): i warned u i'm in a bad mood
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:21:17 PM): and i dont want u mad at me
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:21:22 PM): but i wanna talk to u
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:21:31 PM): n thats all i need is for sum1 to talk to
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:21:39 PM): but ur tlkn ta rachael n tlkn bout leanne
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:21:44 PM): so that isn't helping
Daniel (5:21:53 PM): mikki he really wants to tlak to u\
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:22:01 PM): i dont wanna talk to him
Daniel (5:23:38 PM): ok
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:23:48 PM): besides that.... y can u talk to all these girls ((leanne sarah tayler rachael felicia...)) but if i talk to a guy u get mad or jealous or hurt or sumthin like that..... i mean u can't tlk to them and expect meeh not to worry...... and i mean ur prolly gonna get mad now so i'll leave u alone if u want meeh too.... i'm holding a lot of anger in and i don't wanna explode on u or ne1 else..... i'm sorry.... i love you.... and i would never leave you or cheat on u i hope u trust meeh n understand that...... i love you baby...... more than anything...... i hope u realize that
Daniel (5:24:29 PM): wut the
Daniel (5:24:37 PM): FUCK
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:25:22 PM): i told u i'm in a bad mood n i don't wanna piss u off.... i even apologized..... and i will again... i'm sorry...... i just can't take anymore stress rite now daniel i'm about to break down
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:25:27 PM): i'm like almost crying ok
Daniel (5:25:59 PM): honey i only walk to 2 gurls
Daniel (5:26:16 PM): leanne sarah and sometimes like 1 or 2 times a week racheal
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:26:22 PM): and felicia
Daniel (5:26:27 PM): NO
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:26:27 PM): morgan... u used to
Daniel(5:26:34 PM): I HAVENT TALKED TO HER N LIKE A MONTH
Daniel (5:26:39 PM): i dont anymore
Daniel (5:26:46 PM): i told u i called her a bitcj
Daniel(5:26:48 PM): bitch
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:27:04 PM): and tayler.... u talk about her sayin how pretty she is
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:27:10 PM): i just can't take it daniel
Daniel (5:27:25 PM): baby i talk to her maybe 2 times a week u know how she is never on
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:27:34 PM): i kno..... but still
Daniel (5:27:37 PM): cant take wut.?
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:28:06 PM): u dream about fuckin one of my best friends.... and u say how pretty the other one is.... and in the past i've not had a good connection wit that stuff
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:28:13 PM): and nevermind just drop it
Daniel (5:28:50 PM): yea u better drop it cuz now ur sound like its my falult
Daniel (5:28:52 PM): And its not
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:29:02 PM): no i'm not trying to blame anything on u
Daniel (5:29:21 PM): U HAVE 123 BOYS I DONT TALK ABOUT THAT NE MORE U GET FONE CALLS FROM BOYS DOES ANY FUCKIN GURLS CALL ME
Daniel (5:29:24 PM): NO THEY ODNT
Daniel (5:29:39 PM): SO DONT EVEN FUCKIN SAY I TALK TO GURLS CUZ UR JUZZ AS BAD!@
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:30:08 PM): i dont get calls frum neguys cept robert except that day john called cuz i was tryin to get his friend to take my friend to the dance sooo....
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:30:18 PM): and i dont talk to all those guys on my buddylist
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:30:22 PM): they're juss there
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:30:27 PM): u talk to them more than i do
Daniel (5:31:17 PM): im NOT EVEN GOINT TO TALK ABOUT IT NE MORE SO WUT EVER IM LISTEN TO MUSIC AND GETT REDAY TO BURN UR PICS ON MY LABTOP
Daniel (5:31:21 PM): SO WUT THE FUCK EVER!
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:31:31 PM): look
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:31:37 PM): i'm realli upset
Daniel (5:31:39 PM): theres no LOOK
Daniel (5:31:41 PM): LET IT GO
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:31:44 PM): trying not to break down
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:31:48 PM): and i need to talk to someone
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:31:55 PM): and u and abby r the onli ones on
Daniel (5:31:56 PM): lets talk
Daniel (5:32:05 PM): wut u want to talk about
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:32:08 PM): and she's goin thru shyt so i'm trying to help her
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:32:12 PM): and... nevermind
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:32:15 PM): i'm juss makin u mad
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:32:22 PM): i'll deal wit it my own ways
Daniel (5:32:26 PM): baby i asked u wut u want to talk about
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:32:42 PM): no u keep gettin mad
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:32:51 PM): and i keep apologizing
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:32:55 PM): but u still get pissed
Daniel (5:33:00 PM): ur just as bad as erica if not wrose when it comes to this shit
Daniel is away at 5:33:05 PM.
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:33:16 PM): what shit?
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Auto response from Daniel (5:33:16 PM): HEy leave me a mess. I will brb
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Daniel returned at 5:33:33 PM.
Daniel (5:33:40 PM): i told u lets talk
Daniel (5:33:52 PM): and ur like no u get mad balh blah same shit she did
Daniel (5:34:05 PM): like i said lets talk about it honey!
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:34:37 PM): well re-read what u've said to me and then tell meeh if u would talk if ur vulnerable, weak, about to break down, trying not to cry, and still trying to help others at the same time
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:34:54 PM): u wouldn't wanna talk and i don't wanna make u more pissed
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:34:59 PM): cuz i mite say sumthing wrong
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:35:06 PM): or it mite be taken the wrong way
Daniel (5:35:14 PM): baby
Daniel (5:35:20 PM): im here for u
Daniel (5:35:23 PM): ok
Daniel (5:35:33 PM): me n u r goin to talk about work it out
Daniel (5:35:39 PM): now tell me wuts wrong
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:36:05 PM): no... cuz even then u'll go tell robert
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:36:12 PM): and he'll tell anyone and everyone
Daniel (5:36:30 PM): no he wont i think my mom is home
Daniel (5:36:36 PM): so i might have to get off
Daniel (5:36:36 PM): ok
Daniel (5:36:40 PM): if i do im sry
Daniel (5:36:41 PM): brb
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:36:46 PM): yes he will
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:36:48 PM): he's like that
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:36:57 PM): that's y i dont want u tellin him anything
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:36:58 PM): n ok
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:37:05 PM): i have to go eat in a min anyways
Daniel (5:37:53 PM): hey
Daniel (5:38:14 PM): baby u know i love u more then anything and that i am here for u no matter wut
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:38:14 PM): yeah
Daniel (5:38:21 PM): im not goin to leave u for another gurll
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:38:30 PM): well it's not juss that
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:38:34 PM): there's a lot to it
Daniel (5:38:44 PM): i know i say ur freinds are pretty but baby
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:38:44 PM): and please don't talk to ANYONE about this
Daniel (5:38:46 PM): Ur the best
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:38:50 PM): idc
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:38:59 PM): u could b sayin that now then end up wantin them
Daniel (5:39:00 PM): im not goin to say anything baby
Daniel (5:39:07 PM): baby i want u
Daniel (5:39:11 PM): and only u
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:39:30 PM): well i mean u've told ppl bout xmas eve that i would rather not have known.... and u tell robert a lot...... and he dont keep secrets
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:39:35 PM): i mean it's my personal life
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:39:41 PM): if i want them to kno i'll tell them
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:39:47 PM): but brb food
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:39:55 PM): n sry if that was bitchy
Daniel (5:40:01 PM): its ok
ChEeRsHoRtY6904 (5:40:09 PM): love u
Daniel (5:40:18 PM): lve u 2
Daniel (5:49:47 PM): look i dont know if ur mad at me or if there is another reason while u are stressed u know i love u more then anything u know i care about u more then anythign i know i joke a lil to much about gurl but baby i want u and only u and no one eles ur my gurl and u always willl be i love u laura i know i get mad easy but come on baby we can work it out, ur my everything and more im not goin to call leanne 2 nite and i was plannin on it theres nothin more n this world then i love more is to b with u and to hold u and kiss u i want u to know i will never cheat or hurt u like i have erica ur my baby gurl as long as im ur baby boy i hope we stay 2 gether 4 a long time!!! I LOVE U SO MUCH
ok yeah that's long but i'll finish ranting later i need to eat. ok iloveyouandstuff bye.
Current mood: deep depression Current music: 105.1 & 104.3
Monday, January 16, 2006
I'm bored. I am in a descent mood today. Erica talked to me yes, but we didn't fight.... only because I made myself not go off on her fat ass. I mean she is fat. Like, seriously. But on a better note, I talked to Marilyn today. I miss her being around. She might come and visit next tuesday!! YAY!
Fuck...
Daniel juss told my mom something i didn't want her knowing.... now i get to get lectured for a few days.... and he's telling me to calm down WTF
OMG...
My head is going to explode. I have to write two papers. I hope I'm not forgetting anythign. Damn. I g2g. Bye
Current mood:  Omg... this bear is gay Current music: RENT
Saturday, January 14, 2006
On you're mark...... Get set..... GO!!!
Ok so there's this bitch right? Well I hate her. She's all pissed because her boyfriend of two years (off and on) is now my boyfriend. Therefore, you all know who I am talking about. Well, this little bitch got dumped right? Yes. And since he and I go out she won't leave me the fuck alone. She would call me everyday.... non stop. Well, eventually that got on my nerves and caused me and him to fight soo.... we came up with this plan. We told her I cheated on him and we broke up. Eventually, she left me alone. Well that didn't last long. She then got online saying I was a whore and just cussing me out for cheating on him. Then, she dropped that until recently (earlier today) when she called. She's all like I heard you all were at the movies holding hands and blah blah blah. I told her it was a lie and stuff. She's like quit lying blah blah blah. I would love to go off on her but I can't or I'll get dumped. How fair is that? I put up with so much bullshit but if I defend myself I'll get dumped. Yeah, thanks. Well he'll take up for her with all this but I'm sittin here dealing with it. He can go off on her but won't take up for me because she can't know we still talk. Bullshit ok? Well, get this, her myspace is all "I love Daniel" "Daniel loves me more" "Daniel is my baby for life" so on and soforth. Yet she calls me obssessed. Because I made him a myspace and had our picture on there. I was like mmm-hmm. OMG I wanna go off on her so bad. Well... that's the legal thing I wanna do. Damn man, if I could I'd kill the bitch. SHE NEEDS TO BURN IN FUCKING HELL. Her and her imaginary things... (abby u know what i mean))
anyways....
drama is in 12 days... and daniel's birthday is in 13 days..... what the hell should i get him?? i mean honestly... wat do u get a 17 year old guy?? ugh! and it has to be kinda cheap i don't have any money at the moment.
o n sorry bout tha rant but as i said i'll do as i want it's MY livejournal. and it's that tyme of month so i'm a lil extra bitchy.
<33 Lola
Current mood:  grr... ok? grr Current music: Staind- Falling
Friday, January 13, 2006
Ok, new LJ. Like, my millionth one. It's under construction. I'm trying to decide if it should be friends only or not. Uhm. Forewarning- I will complain and rant a lot because i can. I will talk about my love life and go on and on about it. I WILL BE ME. If you don't like it don't read it or if u read it and don't like it don't say shit. I'm not a bitch but get on my bad side and I can be. P.S. I'm in a very bad mood. But yes iloveyouandstuff i have to go fix other websites at the moment i may come back and update later. Leave comments XD
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Current mood: crappy Current music: Awake & Dreaming- Symptoms
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